Easter

So here is Easter again. I was trying to change things around and deleted the last Easter post. As you can see we dyed Easter eggs and also went to an Easter egg hunt with a family in the ward so we kept busy and had fun. It did just make me miss my family. But that isn't anything new.

lawyer

Ben and I went to see a lawyer yesterday to see if Ben could adopt Tristan. Well it looks like we can't do much about it just yet. They lawyer even said he was a deadbeat and he has done stupid stuff but not anything big enough to take away his rights. So we are supposed to see if we can get any info about why he is in jail and move our child support case to California so that the support collects intrest. It just is really hard. Ben is Tristan's dad. I would just like it to make sure that Robert stays away from us and doesn't case any problems. And maybe he will. He has so far. I'm still crossing my fingers that he will sign over his rights one day. Maybe when the support has added up enough he will sign them over so the debt will go away.

new hair

well here it is..not much else to say. Except thanks to Susie for helping me!

ex

I I just got off the phone with a lady from ORS. It is the child support place in Utah. I am owed over 7,000 dollars in child support and my ex is in jail. He had been there since last September. It sounds like he will be in jail for at least 6 months but probably more. So they lady told me to transfer the case to California where they can collect the money from him forever and there will be intrest on the money. I really don't even care about the money. The part that is frustrating is that Ben is Tristans dad. I would like for it to be leagal. My ex isn't in the picture at all. I would like it to stay that way. Family laywers are wicked expensive.. I know there are probably people out there that think i am being mean and unfair but my ex hasn't ever been a father to tristan. I am just praying that he will sign over his rights..

Out little family

Here are some pictures and they aren't for really any reason. Just 'case.

6 months old

Our little Mackenzie is now 6 months old. She still hasn't gotten any teeth. I am waiting for them. She does roll and move all over the floor. But not crawling yet. She does still up really well. It is so fun to watch her grow and i am so thankful for her and tristan even when i don't get any sleep.

TODay

So for the time being Ben isn't going anywhere.
:)
I am excited about it anyway. I know that he would have liked to go. I'm sure they will get aroung to sending him some time. But for now he is all mine. So today is a good day!!

unsure

So Ben was supposed to leave for his deployment yesterday. We have not idea when or if he is leaveing. I am trying to not be frustrated. It is really hard. I would just like to know one way or the other what is going on. Plus we have been thinking about the possiablity of re-enlisting in the Air force or maybe going back to Idaho for him to go to school. I did have the strong impression that we were supposed to go to Idaho. But i don't really feel that way anymore. We still have months to figure it all out but it would be nice to know what was going on. There are pros and cons to everything. I almost feel a little lost over everything..